8.4.09

life laid out in numbers

1. i moved. back to la jolla. killing me softly...

2. i am in a nutrition class. skinny bitch had it right: high fructose corn syrup is the devil.

3. i am taking bikram yoga. god it's difficult.

4. i'm on a diet. this is the extent of my laziness: today i roamed the grocery store for an hour and a half, stocking up on essentials like sugar free jello and tuna cups. i'm contemplating whether or not i should stock up on more veggies since the ones i get always end up going bad somehow... and then i wander into the frozen veggie aisle. hellooooooo frozen individually packaged steamable veggies! i got 10. 10 of them. they're even lightly seasoned. veggies that never go bad. and i don't even have to scrounge around for a pot. god i'm pathetic.

5. i went back to the gym. first time back since N wandered into my life. yes, it's been 6 months. yes, i lost a good year's worth of hard exercise within 6 months. so i get on the treadmill and this treadmill asks you before you begin, how long will you be running for? god i hate it when they do that. because then you punch in something ambitious like 60 minutes! and you get pumped for about a minute and a half. and then you actually start running and you're thinking @$#% i can't do 60 minutes. and you start compromising in your head as you're running. and then you end up doing something really little like 15 or 20 minutes and you feel pathetic for not reaching your initial ambitious goal. it's really a problem. anyways, point of the day: i hate running.

6. i just got joanna newsom's milk eyed mender. discovering joanna newsom was kind of like when i discovered sufjan stevens. why the hell did it take me so long to purchase this album? any one of the songs on this album could have been The Theme Song for sooo many moments in the past two years.

7. zack snyder is awful. really, just awful.

8. is it true what mandy says about me? am i a negative nancy?

9. on that note: mandy, i'm giving up beer. (it's fattening).

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1 comment:

Mandy said...

i feel so betrayed right now.